A Little Less Pain

It started up, again with a hello
And quickly turned to thoughts on philosophy
Your god has rules my life has never followed
Like you he’s already forgiven me

(Chorus)
For all the times I could have died and never made it back
Everything I threw away I never knew what I had
You and me and everything else I tore apart
All the times I made you cry and took a piece of your heart
Here and now though time has changed me it don’t mean a thing
Don’t make it easier, but there’s a little less pain

I appreciate all your thoughtful condecention
your sincere doubt in my ability to change
Well you can pray for me but not for my redemption
My soul does not require being saved

Believe it or not I found god in my one way
Down slippery slopes, in the cold I slept out in the rain
I lost my love and my faith both in the same day
When it happens like that, If you get it back nothing is the same

(Chorus)
For all the times I could have died and never made it back
Everything I threw away I never knew what I had
You and me and everything else I tore apart
All the times I made you cry and took a piece of your heart
Here and now though time has changed me it don’t mean a thing
Don’t make it easier, but there’s a little less pain