Alone Again

Where the hell is my coffee cup
I'm tired though I just woke up alone again
Sometime I end up awake for days
Day to night it turns around again
and I'm getting tired, tired of waiting

The other side, comes with a bullet
I got the hammer back staring down the barrel
too scared to pull it
There's nothing left on this side of life to dull it
The other side comes with a bullet

Take a shower and get dressed
Make sure that I look my best for nothing
Then I'll wear the same clothes for days
Till I find another reason to change
and I'm getting tired tired, of waiting

At four AM I know where I should be
My body won't say and I can't sleep alone, alone again
Finally pass out after hours of trying
Still in my clothes, finally out of my mind
I'm getting tired tired of waiting