I've been wasting time and I've been wasting tears
Hard to say how long but its been years
Chasing what I want and not what I need
All the way to the bottom to see what that means
It's easy to let things hide deep within
Well that's the way it's been since we was kids
Smile through the day to fight the night
Somehow we knew we'd grow up all right
(Chorus)
I don't like the man I've become
To hard to love to ready to run
So used to darkness I don't notice the rain
I wash it away with bottles of pain
It's time to love the man I see
Lookin sorry in that mirror looking back at me
I know he never meant to do those things
It's just life, and everything it brings
(Chorus)
I don't like the man I've become
To hard to love to ready to run
So used to darkness I don't notice the rain
I wash it away with bottles of pain