I'm so god damn tired of pretending
Acting like I know what to do with this life
I hate the way I never forgive me
For everything I've done and all my lies
I wonder if I'll ever really be happy
The way everyone else seems to be
I know I can't keep this from ending
I just hope I can stay sane when you leave
(Chorus)
The only thing I know is I don't know
And the only things I see is when to go
Not long after I was born I forgot how to feel
It makes it hard to tell the fake from the real
I guess it's too hard to let go of the pain
Its so god damn hard to be different
And so damn easy to stay the same
I'm so god damn tired of wanting
My life to be different or to stay the same
I hate the way I'm not in control
For however hard I've tried I lost the game
I wonder if I'll ever have time to be happy
The way I should already know how to be
I know what I need to do to stop this ending
I just hope I can stay sane alone with me
I'm so tired (4x)
I'm so god damn tired of me
I'm so god damn tired of fighting
With myself and my mind over you
I hate the way I know I still need you
I need you to know I still love you
I wonder if we'll ever be able to see
The way to our hearts and what faith can do
I know you're what I want and what I need
I just hope we can hold on and pull through