How Not To Feel

I lie to myself about everything
When it comes to you
So much that I didn’t tell you
So much I didn't do
Girl we used to have everything
We had a lot to loose
Now I know that I don't want to leave you
But there ain’t nothing I can do

Because You already let me go
And it doesn't matter if I know
If what we had was real
Because I've learned how not to feel

You lied to me everyday
You ever said you loved me
But I was too blind to see
Girl I gave you everything
Everything I thought you needed
To be happy with me
But there were things you had never done
And thought you never could with me

So I set you free and gave you everything
That once was ours
So I have to say goodbye I get into my car and drive
all the way I wonder why...