Sometimes I Wonder

Sometimes I wonder
What am i doing here
So far from home
And everyone who cares
So much about the man
Who left to be the one who stands alone

Sometimes I wanna be alone, And sometimes I don't
Sometimes I wish I'd never left home,
Sometimes Im glad those days are gone
Sometimes I wonder what Im doing here,
Alone with this six pack of beer
Maybe I'm trying to get back home,
Drink them till I'm gone
Maybe I'm just tired of being alone,
It's better than being alone
Maybe it helps me feel like I know whats going on....
But what's going on?
Whats going on here is I'm giving in
And we both know this won't be the last of them
But it just might be the last of me...

In this life I've left them all
So far from home home I rarely call
I forget birthdays Christmas cards and graduations
I forget the way they love me
I even forget their names now and then
But I remember their smiles and the good times
and how they share their lives with mine
even though I'm always so far apart
They're always there to Let me know
They understand why I had to go
And I know they hope I am not alone

Sometimes I wanna be alone, But right now I don't
Sometimes I wish I'd never left home, right now Im glad those days are gone
Sometimes I wonder what Im doing here, Alone with this six pack of beer
Maybe I'm trying to get back home, Drink them till I'm gone
Maybe I'm just tired of being alone, It's better than being alone
An it helps me think I know whats going on.... but what's going on?
But Whats going on here is I'm giving in
And we both know this won't be the last of them
But it just might be the last of me...

Sometimes I wonder
What am i doing here
So far from home
And everyone who cares
So much about the man
Who left to be the one who stands alone